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(no subject) [Jul. 19th, 2005|12:25 am]
...and all thats left is the bullet to ignite with the barrel on my head


but no one likes a copy cat.

i guess i just have to make it look like murder
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2005|07:05 pm]
what a psycadelic weekend with my best freinds.
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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2005|01:02 am]
Goodbye class of 2005

Goodbye to my Jr Year

Goodbye to Mrs. Garcia

Goodbye to Ms. Coy

Goodbye to Mr. Dysney

Goodbye to Mr. V

Goodbye to Mr. McColm

Goodbye to another year full of fun memories

Goodbye to each of my friends in each of my classes who I will never forget...





hello fresh new start...

hello to the best summer of my life...

hello Senior Year.
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2005|12:42 am]
This weekend ruled.
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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2005|10:58 pm]
I just wanted to say to all you fucking people who can’t mind their own god damn business to FUCK off. FUCK you to try to get into something you have nothing to do with and FUCK you for spreading your bitchy disease around. FUCK who ever said anything to Jessica today and FUCK you taylor. Mind your own Fucking business and live in your own fucked up world. So for everyone that hated Jessica and thought I was an asshole Im not going to prom now. So thanks for trying to step into this and try to act like a hardass and get into a complication. FUCK you
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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2005|01:34 am]
i just completed all my homework.
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|11:25 pm]
All I have to say is two words...

Saturday night


-=[RtJ]=- for life
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(no subject) [Apr. 19th, 2005|11:49 pm]
Pure genius,


I love you jessica and matt.
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2005|12:33 am]
Support Ryan Goerges band:

He needs as many hits as possible to get into Warped Tour, Click Below and Liten to the song,

Belay My Last

http://www.battleofthebands.com/battlebak/bb9/bands/belaymylast/
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(no subject) [Mar. 12th, 2005|07:05 pm]
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Alec Goldman
Birthday:FEB 5, 88
Birthplace:cali-Moreno
Current Location:cali- AH
Eye Color:Green/blue outiside ring
Hair Color:brown
Height:6'1
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:Latin/German
The Shoes You Wore Today:Lakai
Your Weakness:My trust
Your Fears:Growing up and being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:not having a pizza...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:not crashing
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:uhh
Thoughts First Waking Up:fuck
Your Best Physical Feature:answer this for me
Your Bedtime:never
Your Most Missed Memory:Jr. high
Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:Burger Kind
Single or Group Dates:Single although groups are fun too
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:Choclotate
Cappuccino or Coffee:Cappiccino
Do you Smoke:"I just quit yesterday"
Do you Swear:I try not to, but yeah...
Do you Sing:ha i try
Do you Shower Daily:yes'm
Have you Been in Love:yes
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:no
Do you think you are Attractive:im not conseded, but.....
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:haha
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes
Do you play an Instrument:yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:lol fuck yeah
In the past month have you Smoked:uhhh
In the past month have you been on Drugs:see above for answer
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:lol no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:ha nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:just all the girls hearts(im really not conseded)
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:no
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:I want to be awake, and inder it.. it only comes once in a life time, i dont want to miss it.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Radiologist
What country would you most like to Visit:Ecuador
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:yours
Favourite Hair Color:your
Short or Long Hair:long
Height:yours
Weight:yours
Best Clothing Style:whatever fits
Number of Drugs I have taken:skip
Number of CDs I own:60+
Number of Piercings:none
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:missing chances life offered.

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2005|02:09 am]
Don't you love her as shes walking out the door
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And its back from the dead... [Jan. 29th, 2005|05:46 pm]
After a long 5 months and 16 days, I have finally gotten my mustang back. Heres the pics:







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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|10:30 pm]
Its back...
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2005|11:17 pm]
Jan 5th, 2005 11:18 P.M

Hello again Mammoth...
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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2004|02:10 am]
[mood | sad]
[music |Incubus-- I miss you]

My feelings are being overwhelmed,

on one side this little white pill has taken me to a place

where I'm free

and getting a differnt perspective on life.

Im in a happy place,

allowed to explore the unknown and relax without worries.

But then I'm reminded of my real responsabilites

in this real world I'm forced to live in.

There's a part that brings me joy,

shaped and designed as a human,

a girl,

and she allows me to forget the pain

and escape this hell.

Shes allowed me to become happy,

and all I want is her to be as happy as she makes me.

But shes upset now,

and its me who is to blame.

I want to take her

into outer space

and have the universe admire

our love.

And The stars will die

And be reborn

with each breath

we take in unison

and we'll stare into the darkness

of the unknown

with her in my arms

and in my heart

and our hearts will bind and beat together

and we'll become one,

and share our love

until the end

of time.
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(no subject) [Dec. 25th, 2004|02:27 am]
[music |The Doors--People are Strange]

       In consciousness dwells the wondrous, 
 with it man attains the realm beyond the material,
                        and the Peyote tells us,
                             where to find it.

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"Wilderness" [Dec. 21st, 2004|02:47 am]
[mood | loved]
[music |Incubus--I miss you]

And I came to you
for peace
And I came to you
for gold
And I came to you
for lies
And you gave me fever
& wisdom
& cries
& sorrow
& we'll be here
the next day
the next day
&
Tomorrow
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(no subject) [Dec. 17th, 2004|12:52 am]

(with Sarcasm)

-Good Morning

-Whats so good about it?

-That you woke up and your alive!

-am I truly alive..

-shut up

-am i...

To be alive is to be Full of life, interest, or vitality. But does it necessary mean that it mean to be conscience in this dream we live in. The one who punishes you for the bad things you do at times drives you to them. Escape from the pain. Im tired of pain, but im tired of running. I can't seem to win; lose in a conversation or lose my pride, but either way I lose. Im sick of being a failure to her. But is it right to choose the other way? To choose the way out of pain... to choose to live and actually become alive.

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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2004|12:30 am]
Fucked again.
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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2004|11:15 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |Incubus-- Pistola]

Thursday, nov. 4th, 11:10 PM

Hello Mammoth...


(phone broken, lost all numbers... can you leave a comment with your number. Thanks)
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